Know My Pain

I never should've loved you,

I could've been saved from so much pain.

I never should've dared to hope,

I might've remained a little sane.

I hope one day you hurt the way I do,

I hope one day your tears will fall like rain.

I hope you don't sleep through the night,

Because you just can't stand the pain.

I hope every day you wonder,

If you did the right thing.

And every day I hope you are lonely,

So that you know my pain.

I don't know why you came here,

Just to leave one more time.

Maybe just to prove,

You could still have this heart of mine.

And I know one day you'll come back,

Just like always do.

But baby I want you to know one thing,

This time, I want nothing to do with you.

You can take your "I'm sorry"

And put it where the sun doesn't shine.

Because I've taken all I can take,

My life is once again mine.

Don't say you still love me,

And think that you can win my heart.

Because my heart is protected from you,

I won't let once again tear it apart.

I hope one day you hurt the way I do,

I hope one day your tears will fall like rain.

I hope you don't sleep through the night,

Because you just can't stand the pain.

I hope every day you wonder,

If you did the right thing.

And every day I hope you are lonely,

So that you know my pain.

©Kate Wilson